9/1/05 i was laying on my bed and talking to heather (my bff) and i felt somthing touch my cheek lightly. i ignorde it at first then my pictur of my boy friend moved slightly i wa doing my makeup the next day and a looked in the mirror and i saw 2 reflections 1 in which was not mine but my boy friend. i looked behind me and he was gone. he was dead he couldnt be there. but the next days of the month up til today still going on i see my boy frinends reflection kissing me i see his 12 yr old 6 pac and the scar from the bullet wound in his stomach. i see him still lokking at me and talking with a voice that any girl dead or alive could fall for and all the time i luv him still living or not.